it's 1.30 am now and im waiting for my 2 am show to start. so here's me blogging in this site.

what happened last week was really significant.if you're guessing that it was an awesome week for me, you're just halfway there.
it was both a mix of goods and bads. like duh. faints.

Arise and Build finally came and as i lifted the pledge card and offering, i was trembling and shaking as if there was a massive earthquake.seriously, i had no idea that this was going to happen. all i knew is that halfway through the service, i felt something telling me to give everything that i had in my wallet. and what i recalled is that i had this big blue note in my wallet which was going to last me for the next week.and i was totally freaked out, i struggled within myself throughout the service and finally relented. heck, it's just a blue piece of paper. please DON'T tell me what it is. God is going to multiply so much more than what i give. hahaha


As for my pledge.what can i say, it's just sacrifice and more sacrifice. i'm pretty sure that it won't be enjoyable to be saving up especially during these two months of SALES! it'll really be a stretch of faith and discipline.


of course, im definitely looking forward to the coming april and tell God that I HAVE FULFILLED MY PLEDGE with a big smile on my face.in the end,it's all worth it.


and for the other side. all i'll have to say that the friendship that i had with my friend was pretty much tested. when one treasures the other, whatever the latter does, no matter how insignificant the person may think it might be, is very important to the other. really really sorry for what has happened, it really bothered me that day. well, that's because i also treasure this relationship with u my dear. hope everything would be alright..

haha. it's 2 o'clock sharp now and my show's starting!